Saturday, May 13, 2006
to the superwoman once i had:
i duno what you thinking now but i know that i hv hurt you lots of times.
being a boyfriend of you for two weeks,we
developed a strong and stabilized love relationship
for each other
remembered that youliked j**,i forgave you and even asked you to forget him
you said you will
thru days,i realli started to forget the guy you reali likes
then..
after one week of steady
you started to comment boys bout their good points
but i ever angry bout that for long
i so love you than to angry bout that
you even said i was petty pig pig,i laughed
we used to share joy together
share burden to each other bout our school life.
i hv a pair of listening ears for my superwoman
every schooling days,i waited for you,i even forgot to play bball while waiting for you
i still remembered that during exams,you seldom talk to me
even you wont talk to me in msn or on phone,i still carry my lil'phone evrypart of my hse to msg bout you or even call you
i realli contented you picked up my calls and talk for me for seconds
everyday,i msg you,you nv reply back to me but i know you noticed them can le.
i realli love you so deeply those days,much like obsession.haha.
remembered that during the time we meet,was at canteen,you came and talk to me and joked bout me,like "what you doing HUH?"lol.i know that time my spelling was abit
lousy,is "alr" to "huh".hahas,maybe you wont get what i said
from then,i started to talk to you,not getting shy anymore.
we getting our relationship closer from mid of sec one to sec two,
that time we still kids eh,ended of sec two,start of holies.
everyone of our school was excited of holidaying speacially our sec two,
can hv our sec three camp at near to sentosa.
we had our joy thre too
i still remember i joked bout you,chicken!
you joked bout me piggie!
haahs,those are unforgotten ones.
during one of the nite
heard from someone that you were sick
need medicine oil to soothe yourself,
luckily i had one.
it was sleeping time,teachers was rushing everyone back to their own respective dorm
everyone was back to dorm then,i risked myself only to passed the medicine oil to one of the girl on your dorm ,asked her to pass to you.
next day,you thanked me,i was happy all day.
i even bullied you then you chase me until faraway from the water cooler
then,the camp ended.
evryone was tired,went home rest,but me,restless.
restless of missing you,cant see you,cant play with you,cant bully you,cant see you fall from the high elements agn.
after the camp,chao,raph and me went to KFC to buy family meal from putting those camping things at home.
fromt then,i keep msging you,cus i was damn missing you then.
i know i was annoying though.
sec three of our life started
you were matured,i wore long pant.
evryone of us hv a strong brain to think of each other,
it was chinese new year eve.
i asked you for steady,i thot would fail
but then you agreed,i could not slp till 5am.
i was the first to woke up at 7am to went visit ppl's house.i slpt two hr onli.
i still remembered you kep msging me bout wad you doing,missing me,planning of going to watch movie.
i was delighted
i used to buy sweet that you liked.
during the time we were steady,we hv joy and also quarrel
we hv quarrel once in a once,we meant good for each other.
during everytime of our quarrel,i dare not to scold you,
i keep asking raph to say good thing bout me.lol.
then you keep forgiving me.
but that time,i felt was least caring you bah.maybe.
so i keep asking you out to walk shopping with me,but you din.
so i went to town with my best buddy,raph.
we went hv eating,like sakae,sakae,sakae plus a soul garden.
then,before we left town,i went buying you one t-shirt.
hoping you wear it out with me.
after two week le.
you asked for break.
i was devastated.
i was oso the time where i joined shen ze.
i went to trng for two times,
scoled by the cosch for not playing well.
wen chang ecen asked me why.
i told him i broke up with you.
he told me not to think too much.
from then,i wasw missing you badly.
and the reson for breaking:
" cant forget j**,sorry."
ppl told me not to hope upon you and say bad points bout you,
i went scolding them back.cus you are my onli superwoman.
i thot we could patch back but..
yoou stead with one of my best buddy.
the one who i play bball with,share the same class with.
my heart was crushed.remembered that you once going to a exbition at suntec,you were hungry and thirsty,so i bought you a bottle of green tea and a packet of hello panda.
but still,i still bear hopes.
buys sweets for you,even you nv asked for.
but one day,i wanted to pass you sweets but you with wei zhong.
i could not pass to you so i gave zoe.
then you not happy agn.
you said me flirt,you said me a liar
why is that those thing i nv hope for comes?
hais-
yes,i am a flirt in your heart,i nvchange.
"a leopard that nv change its spot"
that what you told me.i remembered you asked me not to like winnie,i promised you,but i cried for you,not to with him but you do.hais.
and you now asked me to fck off from you,
okay,i realli do fck off from you in order to please you.
i wont even appeared in your msn anymore.
i promise,i will fck from you de.just forget those memories,okay?
from:dead superman.
running after you
>5/13/2006 01:39:00 PM
